A dark road.   The only thing I hear is footsteps, one after the other, lumbering through the darkness around me.  Two circles show me the world around me, a limited view of what appears to be a limited world. One foot in front of the other.   My hands feel heavy.  My face feels confined.   Where the hell am I?  Where the hell…

So, how’d we get to this point, Otaki? Or is it Robina now? I’m never really sure. How’d we come to be facing in just a few days time? I guess those on the outside would assume that it’s because you spat some vile ass shit in my girlfriends eyes, and nearly blinded her. And while that would be a pretty damn good excuse to…

Date February 5th 2018 / Time 12:01PM / Status Not Recording Location Little Owl Restaurant – New York City, New York Two weeks prior to now, I walking into a similar restaurant to this, one across town.. Carrying a bag of money that I was going to give to my parents. I felt helpless, used, but most importantly I felt abused. I was scared as…

  You turn and see them in the sand Your steps behind you and your hands Are worn They’re tired and they’re worn Date January 22nd 2018 / Time Unknown / Status Not Recording Location UGWC Synergy – Chicago, Illinois I had looked forward to my match with Alan Wallace for a long time. Granted I didn’t know about the match tonight until a week…

Date January 9th 2018 / Time 12:30PM / Status Not Recording Location Blue Bottle Coffee – New York City, New York (Continued from ‘Old Ways, New Doors) “That’s a good girl. Now come on, let’s sit down and talk, Lucille.” How did I get myself into this situation? I can’t believe I didn’t just leave when I had the chance. Now, here I stand –…

Date January 9th 2018 / Time 12:17PM / Status Not Recording Location Blue Bottle Coffee – New York City, New York (Continued from ‘New Year, New Me’) ”Lucille.” The blood in my veins runs cold at the sound of a voice that I haven’t heard in years. I drop my arms to my sides and turn my head to see another man, leaning on a…

Date December 31st 2017 / Time 11:59PM / Status Not Recording Location The EWC New Years Eve Party – New York City, New York A peaceful silence interrupted by the cheers of the people around us in the VIP room of the EWC New Years Eve party. We turn our heads in the direction of the raucous voices, to see that there is now less…

Date December 14th 2017 / Time 1:17PM / Status Not Recording Location Paper Street Tattoo Company – Brooklyn, New York The last few days have been weird, to say the least. Lonely, and weird. Since we’ve known each other, it hasn’t been like Maggie or I to go a day or more without speaking to one another. Even if it’s just a passing ’hey’ or…

Date Unknown / Time Unknown / Status Not Recording Location Unknown I sigh, rolling over in bed and pulling the blankets up to my chin. It’s been a while since I’ve felt this comfortable. It’s like the warmth of the bed is seeping into my skin just as my body seems to be sinking into this mattress… How could I possibly want to get up?…

Date November 22nd 2017 / Time 5:36PM / Status Not Recording Location The Mohr Residence – Pensacola, Florida “What the hell are you doing here?” What a greeting. It’s good to know that she’s happy to see me. I uncross my arms and push myself off of the railing – moving towards the door where she stands, those golden eyes of hers scanning me over;…