Listen. Let’s get down to business shall we? I know ya’ll want me to sit here and talk about Outlast, and how all of that went, right? How I wasn’t the one that betrayed Gabriel… How I stood by him the entire time, and how it ended up being that lech Eden who … well, you all know what the fuck she did. You want…

You always call me And ask me how I make it through the day I’m always fallin’ I guess it’s just god’s way of making me pay   Date September 11th 2017 / Time Unknown / Status Not Recording Location Chicago, Illinois – Post Synergy “Lucy!” If there ever were a moment that I wished I could change my name… that moment would be now….

“You know why I’m here.” A preacher man in black cloth hovers over the edge of a hospital bed. Bible clutched in his soft, wrinkled hands; he comes in lieu of God. In the bed before him, just a little more than a recognizable face. The heart rate monitor above him pulses softly; it’s clear that these are the final ticks of a tired clock…

I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I was surprised to find myself named as a captain for Outlast this year. But then again, maybe I wasn’t as surprised as I was around this time last year when Chase Johnson approached me and three…

We carry these things inside us, that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out at sea. … First things first… What a fucking fight. Yeah, I’m talking about you, Sarah.. you little Bitch. You threw everything you had at me, including the chain that held us together and it still wasn’t enough to win that elusive first…

Here we go, here we go It’s about time that we set it off Here we go, here we go Red lights, I could never stop … I’ve been thinking a lot lately. No, not just about our match, Sarah. Not just about kicking your ass and making sure that you go 0-5 in title matches… I’ve been thinking about how the lot of us…

Date August 1st 2017 / Time 1:29PM / Status Not Recording Location The Wylde Residence – Western Maryland It’s been an interesting weekend to say the least. I’m pretty exhausted as I drag myself up the steps to the front door of the house. From my unexpected trip to New York to spend some time with my temporary tag team partner, to the show in…

Date July 24th 2017 2017 / Time Unknown / Status Not Recording Location Chicago, Illinois – Synergy … “Sounds like fun…” Gabriel says, smirking at me. At first I only shrug my shoulders in response – my face remaining void of emotion. “Of course it does… you do know who you’re talking to, right?” I finally reply, returning his smirk. I try to play cool,…

Date July 8th 2017 / Time Unknown / Status Not Recording Location New Orleans, LA – WrestleStock, Day 3 “Hey there sexy…” “Congratulations, Hun.” I smile, lugging my tired body down the corridor – the Cross-Hemisphere championship hanging off of my shoulder. The added couple of pounds feels good, amid the throbbing pain in my knee and the exhaustion creeping through every other part of…

Date June 21st 2017 / Time 8:29AM / Status Not Recording Location The Wylde Residence – Western Maryland “Well… Wow. What the hell is going on?” “Like I said, I’ve got a lot of shit going on too…” “Like what?” I ask my sister, my own anger stifling a bit as I hear the defeat in her voice.  It’s not like Kyra to give up…